One minute he is the ultimate faithful..and the next he’s questioning God the church and what have you…
I know that alot of people question certain things at one point or another, but this has been on going for some time now.
I also know that alot of this stems from the loss of his Mother (who died when he was 13 and left behind 3 children ages 13, 12 & 9.) She died in a very tragic car accident. I know that he has struggled with this since we got together…and understandably so…but it hurts my heart to hear him question God..such as ..Why would God see fit to take a Mother from 3 small children when the needed her more than he did? ect..ect..
I have tried giving him my own personal logic and oppinion..but that doesn’t help…so I told him to go talk to a priest and ask him these questions, after all he would be able to better answer them then I. But DH refuses to do so…he says that he knows the priest will just tell him “Because that was Gods plan.” And I say how do you know unless you ask?
He says that sometimes he thinks that God has a personal vendetta out for him…to hear this makes me sad. I told him that yes God takes life, but God also gives life…and that he has beautiful children that God gave him, he should be thankful and blessed ….