Hi! I”m new to Catholic moms! I was drawn to your post as I can totally understand what you’re going through. I think “servant to heaven” has some great points. This is sooo tough but, yes, just look at it as your vocation. You are blessed to be able to be there for your kids. It’s also awesome that your husband is very supportive of this. I’ve really struggled over the years as I have had to return to work when the boys (I have 4) were only 2 months old and it was the most awful feeling in the world! I think we all struggle with finding our purpose in life and feeling like we need to contribute to the household financially. I am finding more and more that there are sooo many women out there who long to be home with their little ones but just can’t. So, yes, enjoy being a mom but take care of yourself as well and find something on the side that bring you that little, extra fulfillment. I have also been blessed to have a found a great business opportunity that I would love to share with you. You may or may not be interested but it’s definitely worth checking out. It’s an opportunity that provides me with hope for the future! No product selling, purchasing inventory, going door to door, anything like that. It’s a very moral and ethical business and that’s one of the many things I love about it! Right now I currently work but it is my goal to get back home to my kids (or at least work part time) and this is an opportunity that’s going to help me reach that goal! ANyway, it’s a great way to stay at home and bring in some extra income. I think you contact me through my link? Sorry I’m new to all this! Anyway, hang in there and enjoy those kiddos! They grow way, way too fast!!!